Monday, June 30, 2008

Ex Boyfriend

He's Getting Married (:

Im happy with it. At least i dont feel guilty. But the thing is, i knew it from someone else. and he invite me through that person. Why dont he just tell me himself? Eventhough we're through, but we're still friend. I know i was bad. I leave him with an unacceptable reason but i dont mean to throw him away from my whole life. He knew it and that's why we still can be friend up until now. But things get weird since the last three month when suddenly someone else replied the email i sent to him. She told me that she's his fiancee. I was shocked. Im not jealous. Really. I just wanna know why he kept it from from? Why didn't he tell me? And till then, i never heard from him until one particular person tell me about the invitation. Whatever. I just wish that he will be happy with his new life.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Intersesi da habis (:

Yeah. intersesi dah habis. im at home now (: paper FAR250 mmg susah. dgn mase yg x cukupnye. sedih gile kitorg. but xpe la. we have done our best. i was planning to make a new layout for my blog but unfortunately, the internet connection was very2 low. i dunno where's the problem. dah la susah nak dpt gune cuz my sister put a password to her pc. kedekut seh. sampai nanges2 aku mintak. tp bile dah dpt, connection plak slow. what the fish. pc ayah mesti laju tp ayah use it 24 hours i guess. haih. sedih. dah la kawan2 nak pegi PD. nak ikut tp ibu x bg. lg pun aku nak habeskan driving class tu. asyik tangguh je ntah bile la nak habis. dpt cuti pun seminggu je. i think i need a new stuff. nak ajak ibu g jalan2 shopping. tp xbest ar time2 kering ni. nak pow ibu byk2 nti bising plak. hehe. ok la. xtau nak tulis ape. nak try tgk layout jap. papai. (:

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Kamal Attaturk Laknatullah

While im browsing through people's blog, i came through one article which i think i should share the story with other blogger. Sebagai teladan.


Antara syarat yang dikenakan oleh Mustapha Kamal Attaturk (bekas PM Turki)

1. Membolehkan perempuan memakai tudung dengan syarat pakai skirt.

2. Membolehkan lelaki memakai seluar panjang dengan syarat pakai tali leher dan topi(sesuai dengan kehendak barat).

3. Menyuruh wanita dan lelaki menari di khalayak ramai. Beliau sendiri pernah menari dengan seorang wanita di satu parti umum yang pertama di Ankara.

4. Beliau pernah menegaskan bahawa "negara tidak akan maju kalau rakyatnya tidak cenderung kepada pakaian moden."

5. Menggalakkan minum arak secara terbuka.

6. Mengarahkan Al-Quran dicetak dalam bahasa Turki.

7. Menukar azan ke dalam bahasa Turki. Bahasa Turki sendiri diubah dengan membuang unsur-unsur Arab dan Parsi.

8. Mengambil arkitek- arkitek dari luar negara untuk memodenkan Turki. Hakikatnya mereka diarah mengukir patung-patung dan tugu-tugunya di seluruh bandar Turki.

9. Satu ucapan beliau di bandar Belikesir di mana beliau dengan terang-terangannya mengatakan bahawa agama harus dipisahkan dengan urusan harian dan perlu dihapuskan untuk kemajuan.

10. Agama Islam juga di buang sebagai Agama Rasmi negara.

11. Menyerang Islam secara terbuka dan terang-terangan.

12. Menggubal undang-undang perkahwinan berdaftar berdasarkan undang-undang barat.

13. Menukar Masjid Ayasophia kepada muzium, ada sesetengah masjid dijadikan gereja.

14. Menutup masjid serta melarang dari bersembahyang berjemaah.

15. Menghapuskan Kementerian Wakaf dan membiarkan anak-anak yatim dan fakir miskin.

16. Membatalkan undang-undang waris, faraid secara islam.

17. Menghapus penggunaan kalendar Islam dan menukarkan huruf Arab kepada huruf Latin.

18. Mengganggap dirinya tuhan sama seperti firaun. Berlaku peristiwa apabila salah seorang askarnya ditanya "siapa tuhan dan di mana tuhan > tinggal?" oleh kerana takut, askar tersebut menjawab 'Kamal Atartuk adalah tuhan" beliau tersenyum dan bangga dengan jawapan yang diberikan oleh askar itu.

Kematian Kamal Atartuk Yang Menyeksakan

Di saat kematiannya, Allah telah datangkan beberapa penyakit kepada beliau sehingga beliau rasa terseksa dan tak dapat menanggung seksaan dan azab yang Allah berikan di dunia.

Antaranya ialah :

1. Didatangkan penyakit kulit hingga ke kaki dimana beliau merasa gatal-gatal seluruh badan.

2. Sakit jantung.

3. Penyakit darah tinggi.

4. Panas sepanjang masa, tidak pernah merasa sejuk sehingga terpaksa diarahkan kepada bomba untuk menyiram rumahnya 24 jam. Pembantu-pembantunya juga diarahkan untuk meletak ketulan-ketulan ais di dalam selimut untuk menyejukkan beliau.

Maha suci Allah, buat macam mana pun rasa panas tak hilang-hilang. Oleh kerana tidak tahan dengan kepanasan yang ditanggung, beliau menjerit sehingga seluruh istana mendengar jeritan itu. Oleh kerana tidak tahan mendengar jeritan, mereka-mereka yang bertanggung jawab telah menghantar beliau ke tengah lautan dan diletakkan dalam bot dengan harapan beliau akan merasa sejuk.

Allah itu Maha Besar, panasnya tak jugak hilang! Pada 26 september 1938, beliau pengsan selama 48 jam disebabkan terlalu panas dan sedar selepas itu tetapi beliau hilang ingatan.

Pada 9 November 1938, beliau pengsan sekali lagi selama 36 jam dan akhirnya meninggal dunia. Sewaktu beliau meninggal, tidak seorang pun yang memandi, mengkafan dan menyembahyangkan mayat beliau


Mayatnya diawetkan selama 9 hari 9 malam, sehingga adik perempuan beliau datang meminta ulama-ulama Turki memandikan, mengkafankan dan menyembahyangkannya. Tidak cukup dari itu, Allah tunjukkan lagi balasan azab ketika mayatnya di bawa ke tanah perkuburan. Bila mayatnya hendak ditanam, tanah tidak menerimanya (tak dapat nak bayangkan bagaimana tanah tidak menerimanya).

Disebabkan putus asa, mayatnya diawetkan sekali lagi dan dimasukkan ke dalam muzium yang diberi nama EtnaGrafi (kalau tak silap dengar) selama 15 tahun sehingga tahun 1953). Selepas 15 tahun mayatnya hendak ditanam semula, tapi Allah Maha Agung, bumi sekali lagi tak menerimanya. Habis ikhtiar, mayatnya dibawa pula ke satu bukit ditanam dalam satu binaan marmar beratnya 44 tan. Mayatnya ditanam di celah-celah batu marmar. Apa yang menyedihkan, ulama-ulama sezaman dengan Kamal Atartuk telah mengatakan bahawa jangan kata bumi Turki, seluruh bumi Allah ini tidak menerima Kamal Atartuk!

Nabiyah Semakin Nakal.

p/s: i miss u little princess. x sabarnye aku nak balik. habis lunyai ko aku kejekan nti. hahaha.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Short.

S : Kenape entry aku sume pendek2?
J : Sebab aku x reti nak tulis panjang2.

New Blogger (:


Yeah. Semakin hari semakin ramai kwn2 aku join blogging ni. So aku nak ucapkan Selamat Datang kepade kawan aku, Mahzani Fazli ke alam blogger yg penuh misteri ini. (ayat x leh blah). Semoga dgn kehadiran beliau dapat menceriakan hari2 anda semua (yeke?). Haha. Pape pun, korg dah bace ni, korg wajib pegi blog die. Yeah. Lets browsing.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

*away*


There will be no posting from today until 25th June. I'm busy preparing for the intersession examination. Wish me luck ok. *away*

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Tagged by Soleha

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
family's happiness

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
keropok super ring.

3. Where do you wish to get married?
ntah la.

4. How old do you think you’ll be permanently owned by your lover?
maybe around 25 (:

5. Are you in love?
ye la sengal.

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
teratak depan upwell kat segamat.

7. Name the latest book you bought?
it's a magazine. ROTTW. haha. Bittersweet info are so damn much.

8. What is your full name?
Nurul Tazkiah Jaafar

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
Both ok.

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Huh?

11. Christina or Britney?
Christina.

12. Do you do your own laundry?
Yes.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Japan. I wanna meet all my bfs there. Mizushima Hiro, Kamenashi Kazuya, Matsumoto Jun, Ikuta Toma, and so on.

14. Hugs or kisses?
Kisses. haha

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
- friend of my friend.
- i never met her.
- have a happy lovelife i think.
- she's cute.
- she's cute.

8 things I’m passionate about
- online
- blogging
- camwhoring
- shopping
- happiness
- hp
- money
- dress

8 things I say too often
- ha ah.
- hah? *blank
- oh eh?
- oh shit.
- aku benci ko. (haha)
- ish ish ish
- woi. gile pe.
- ntah la.

8 books I’ve read recently
- 8? byk nye. mls nak pkir.

8 songs I could listen to over and over again
- the sallys-lady marmalade.
- all bittersweet's
- the radios-aint sweet love anymore.
- indecisive-white roses
- all siti's
- all ock's
- Julie Goes Oversea-Si Dia
- Asna-Real

8 things I learnt last year
- far200
- eco211
- maf270
- ais180
- bel280?
- peraturan jalanraya
- ntah
- ntah

8 people you tag
- marinna
- arif (haha sori)
- nurin
- mirrul
- nabila
- nakula
- korg sume
- time kaseh (:

Happy Father's Day

Today is Father's Day. I am here in Segamat so i couldn't wish my father face to face. So i just gave him a short sms last night to wish him. Today is Sunday so he supposed to be at home. I dont know what is their plan to celebrate or give him a present. If i'm at home by now, i will make something for him. A cup of coffee should be enough maybe. Haha. Just kidding. I hope they are going to do something for Ayah. Haih. I wish to be at home. I wanna make sure that there is at least something to please him. I love you Ayah. Happy Father's Day.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

My Lucky Star


Hey you my lucky star.
I wish you goodnight but you never reply.
Hey you my lovely star.
Shall we meet in my dreams up in the sky?
Hey you my pretty star.
Im craving to be with you even u are so up high.

My lucky star u adores me.
My lucky star u amazed me.
My lucky star keep shine on me.

But oh my, Im just a lonely star.
Which you are never to realized.

I got the idea writing this is when one night, my friend, who sometimes call me 'Miss Lucky Star' wish me goodnight as usual as he used to. But when i think back, i realized that i never reply him. Oh jahatnye. But thanx dude. U gave me this idea.

I showed him this poem so that he can give me a comment. U know what he answered? "Berterabur la u ayat ni.." i said, "btulkan la then.." he's not only make some correction, but then, he modified everyting and my writing turns out to be like his'. But i think his writing is better and simple. huh. here's what he had done.

Goodnight to you my lucky star,
I dont care if you never reply.
Goodnight to you my lovely star,
I can only dreams we meet up in the sky.
Goodnight to you my pretty star,
But i knew i cant reach you coz u are so up high.
Goodnight to me a lonely star,
Always here alone until i die..

See, this is way better than mine. I think i'm gonna stop asking u for a comment dude. haha (:

p/s ; what's up with that biscuit above. oh never mind. it's still a star (:

My New Hobby (:


Hey folks! I have this new kind of hobby. You know what? I love writing (: I know i dont have that gifted mind to think of any creative idea but i will try my pre-eminent to make a poem or lyric or whatever you wanna call it. So this my first trying. I know it's not that good but haha i just tried.

Where were you last night?
I called like a thousand times.
Where are you my baby?
I just need you and so tonight.

Would you care if i lie?
Would you care if i cry?
Would you ever care if i die?

Where are you right now?
I try to reach you like a million times.
Where are you darling?
I just need you here tonight.

Would you care if i lie?
Would you care if i cry?
Would you ever care if i die?

This is my last serenade for you my baby.
For the fact that u will never see me again.

Haha. I know. Jiwang kan? Mmg aku jiwang so what?
And this first poem of mine is named - "Annie, I miss u"
It was given by my friend. Thanx (:

Letter From Big

This entry is posted for my sister, Syida to read. sesape yg rase xnak m'buang mase reading all this monkey love thing xyah la bace okeh. haha.

Seorang kanak2 telah meng'sms aku pada suatu malam tepat jam 1.23am.

Big : ''For Love it can be force. U dont have to learn about Love. It is naturally. I love u for the way u are. We cant expect for someone to be like the person we want. I love the cute things that u do. That's make u different n special other than any girls. Thank for being there for me although we rarely talk now. I still love u no matter wat.''
Taz : Hei2. Syida is not here ok.
Big : Tau la makcik. Tolong la pos kat dia. Pls? Hehe
Taz : oh ok. I post it in my blog pastu suruh die bace ok.
Big : Okay thanks! Makcik yg baik hati. Tp i miss my sayangg ): camne nak contact. It's been like 5 days, kot. I didn't talk to her.

Itu aje yg boleh ditulis. Nanti aku kene saman x pasal2. haha. oh i forgot to mention. my sis punye hp get crashed by a car. that's why diorg x boleh contact. haha padan muke (:

Monday, June 9, 2008

Songs for You


Lady Marmalade - The Sallys

It was late in the evening when the moonlight shines
Getting high getting drunk sipping on wine.
what am i gonna do tonite when ur gone by my side again.

I can't barely see u in the crowd; i'm going insane
chasing shadows from the light;leading my way
went up to the stairs and that's when i saw marmalade again.

So wet in bed
the moans u faked
i've made mistakes
just leave me here in my state

Lady marmalade...
lady get me laid!
Lady marmalade..

I woke up in the morning
you're gone in a glance
as i staggered and as i walked, i was learning the "dance".
Suffocation in my lungs with every breath i have to take
The answer is i go thru the one night stand
the way u 'waltz' the way u 'tango'..where's your stance?
what am i gonna do tonite when ur gone by my side again.


Dont leave me , my sweet lady
dont leave me..
dont you walk out that door

2xLady marmalade...
lady get me laid!
Lady marmalade..

It was late in the evening when the moonlight shines.

[download here]


p/s : thanx to Mr.Bubblegum who introduced me to this song (:


Saturday, June 7, 2008

Care to be my teacher?


[mood : happy]

[music : Serenade - Oh Chentaku]

Hey. I know my English is broken and yours is way too good. It is not my mother tongue but i realized the importance and the benefits of it and that is why im trying. Why don't u just give me ur constructive criticisme instead of saying "ei, this girl's english is awful la" behind my back. It's ok la. I dont mind at all. It is so nice of u being so sincere. I wont say "eh. mcm ko punye bagus plak" back to u. But with a bright smile and full of thanks, i will say "yeke? sori la. saye x pandai sgt" (:. u know im sweet. i love criticisme. Buah cempedak diluar pagar. ambil galah tolong jolokkan ye. thanx (:

What is ur SONG?

[mood : relief]
[music : none]

My friend ask me one day ;

She : Lagu ape yg paling best dalam dunia ni? Klu dengar berjuta kali pun x bosan.
Me : Ntah la wei. Nak tau jugak lagu ape.

What do you think? Do you have any non-stop listenable song at the moment? Leave me a link to download if available (:

Victory isn't Mine. But it Will (:


Hari ni aku xtau nak post ape sgt. Bosan gile duk bilik td. Roommate balik tinggal aku ngan Ain je. Semalam result keluar. Thank God i passed all the subject. But i still have to put an extra LARGE effort to increase my CGPA. I told my mum about the result. She just say ok and hoping that i will try harder next time. I feel useless. I wish to impress her by giving a good result. A deans maybe. That's what she expect from me. I tried. But i don't know where the mistakes at. Did i put too much effort for certain subject by neglecting others? Yah. Exactly. Ok ibu. I will try my very best to give u victory (: . Friends, pray for me and give me supprt. Push me to be rajin. Eh wait. I am Rajin. duh!


Wednesday, June 4, 2008

The Return

[mood : happy]
[music : White Roses by Indecisive]

Yeah. I'm so so so satisfied with my 4 days holiday. I went home and spend the time with family. Alin gave me a ride home and i thanked her by paying the toll. The first night i spent at my house before went to maktok's the 2nd day. We celebrated my older sister's birthday on 1st June [Sunday]. It was my idea and she should've thank me for that. Haha. The best thing is everyone is at home because the school is on holiday. What a perfect timing. (: . Surely i'm not gonna miss my chance looking at Ayahngah's horse. Just look ok. I still don't have the confident to ride it until now but i enjoyed seeing my cousin riding it. They dont harm of course. But it is so so so big and i am afraid if i fell down and get injured. What a bad thinking huh. I just took some pictures of them. I dont know what is their name. I only remember the previous horse which it legs get injured and sold to someone. That horse's name is Marchell. I didnt get the chance to interview the new horses. If im not mistaken, one of them named Jamaica. Hazwan my cousin told me. Ah. before i forgot, there's also a calf name Bok. Ayahngah found it somewhere with its leg injured. It is so small. Smaller than Amin. Hmm. I dont know what else to say. Evrything was just fine and i really really enjoyed being at home. Now i'm here in Segamat. I just finish my test 1 this morning. Quite hard for Question 2. Till then. Bye.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Suicidal

If you are thinking about SUICIDE..
read this first